Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Nate

When Socrates Passed away, it was rather difficult to find the words, and when I found some words, I wasn't satisfied, they seemed to small for her. When Ben passed away, there were no words at all to describe how much she meant, how great she was.
Both Ben and Socrates I had from when they were tiny pups to adult females, living to be well over three years, each. They were my life.
Alas, my most recent addition to my rat-obsessed life, has passed on. For Nate, the words come more easily to describe him. I didn't raise him, and though he means a great deal, there was less time to get attached- doesn't mean the loss of him doesn't hit deep.
There was no solid proof to of what happened to him, just his actions.
I adopted him from the Humane Society. When I got him, he was a little older, already a well estabolished attitude, and a mistrust towards people. This almost coast him his life, but luckily, I convinced my parents that I could afford to take care of him, and that I could balance my time between school, my girls and showing him that not all people are heartless bastards.
Just as much as I had to put into the relationship, he returned. It took him a really long time to lighten up around people, and I never really could trust him around my friends or anyone, incase he chose to act out, or they were to get loud suddenly. He was never potty trained like the girls, so Walmart made a fortune on me buying catbeds.
But what he did do, was get an extra year and a half, filled with fruits and vegetables, attention, love and compassion. And he gave back support and company when I needed it most- when my two most precious girls passed away, and he gave laughs and frustrations, distraction and reason.
I know I will miss him, and I hope that what ever did happen to him in his past, what ever caused him such trauma, such pain, and to in turn, mistrust people so much, I hope that throughout this last year he got to see through my self and others that did handle him here, that compassion exists, and understanding and love, too.
That is all for tonight. Tah

Nate (Birthdate unknown)
[Arrival] Sept '05- August 28, 2006

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Friday, August 11, 2006

Hopefully this time, peace will last.

Well, as you have probably heard, there was a terror plot uncovered in London regarding over ten planes and liquid explosives. I really don't want to go into that tonight, so I will let you...oh turn on the news and listen to it on just about any 24 hour station, or hell, watch it at eleven.

Now, some developments have come in the mideast conflict I will lightly touch on, tonight.
The news: The deal to end the mideast violence the US and France had been working on, then had to ammend, then agreed on, came to a UNSC vote at 1 am IST and passed with Unanimous support.
There is expected to be about a ten day delay between the time this resolution (1701) is passed, to when the new UN peacekeeping force will take over and the Israeli military will withdraw.
Nasrallah is claiming that he has defeated Israel in a latest message released on Al- Manar TV.
Hopefully, out of all of this, innocent on both sides can get some relative calm, and the two soldiers, Ehud Goldwasser, and Eldad Regev, can go home to their loved ones.
Now all that is needed, is for Gilad Shalit to be released, and tensions with Gaza, to calm down.

Alright, that's it for news, tonight. I am having a rather bad night with damn allergies.
I was rather bored today, and kept thinking to myself that I need to book an appointment before I go away to school, for a hair cut. Well, I was looking at the calendar, and gave up, coming to the conclusion, it wasn't necessary. Especially since money is rather limited (as much as I am in great anticipation for NY'07, I can't wait until I go, a great relief will be lifted). But I did need to change my look- I am rather impulsive, too on certain decisions- bad idea with a perfectionist. So I decided in my infinite boredom, to grab the scizzors. You can probably guess the rest. I started out with just a tad, then- being the neurotic perfectionist I am- ended with plenty. Meh, it isn't bad, but definetly not a wise decision. At least I know that I can never become a hairdresser... Well, if my persuit of a masters degree fails, and I get nowhere with the degree I do obtain, Bar tending it is!
(long story)


Well, there is so much more I'd love to bitch about. But seriously...tired. Went for a walk this morning at four, though freaky as hell, it was eerily beautiful.
I am off...the blog site...for now. I just want to try and get back in the habit of at least making an appearance on here more often, even if what I have to say isn't all that pointful.
Meh,
Tah

Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Another pause, and more heartbreak portrayed on the big screen.

(Be forewarned, I am barely coherent tonight. My appologies. )

The movie, "World Trade Centre", comes out today. This movie is a hotbed for controversy now, for two reasons. The director’s palpable liberalism in many of his films, and it, like United 93, begs the question, "is it too soon?".
United 93 had controversy, but not as much as this one. United 93 was the first Hollywood movie to come out about the horrendous events of September 11, a day that everyone in this generation will continue to mourn. It also used actors who were not large screen names.
That day was a day that re-marked the innocents and vulnerability of a nation that seemed invincible. The United States had long stood as the untouchable nation, yet, the most powerful. One that had been dealt harsh blows, like the attack on the USS Cole; the 1983 attacks- one on the Marine barracks in Lebanon- where 241 servicemen were killed, and the Embassy attack- where 63 were killed; And the first attack on the World Trade Centre.
Each one of those, the US was able to bounce back, remain in control, and continue to assert its power in the international community.
However, in 2001, the attacks on the World Trade Centres in New York, the Pentagon, and United 93, struck a lot of people very deeply.
The security felt by many American’s was lost, and the way the administration handled the so-called "post 9-11 world" was despicable. Shortly after 9-11, the term ‘able danger’ became another household term. The American people began to learn of the major disconnect between all of the organizations who’s main function seemed to be lost within the limits of their organization.
Namely, in 1999, the CIA didn’t share information with the Able Danger program. LTC Shaffer has come out in public and spoken about the disconnect regarding the Able Danger "nightmare" (Inteldump), and he also spoke on CNN in ‘05, I believe.

Back to the movie, many people seem to be having a harder time with the current movie than they did the previous. I think it is all up to whether you, yourself are ready for such a movie.
The actual image of the planes flying into the World Trade Centres is an image that is fresh in many people’s minds, and one that doesn’t need to be refreshed. That isn’t the story. The story is the heroism behind those that went in and died- and lived as well, trying to help many escape a terrible situation.
Like United 93, I am listening not the reviews by the critics, not for the reviews by the TV personalities who criticise the soundtrack or Nicolas Cage’s acting, but rather, reflection by the American public, and what the family members or those who survived, in this case, have to say.
Thus far, I have heard it endorsed by a few survivors, and that it is time. And like many of the family members who lost someone on United 93, are endorsing it saying that the time is right.
I don’t know, personally, too close after United 93, to handle another film on September 11. I couldn’t even handle United 93, and am waiting for it to come out on video. I do think it is commendable that many of the profits from the film is going to the 9-11 memorial (which is a blog in its own with what a mess that has unfortunately has become with how disrespectful to the families rather simple wishes the Port Authority and LMDC are being), and also, the profits from United 93 went to the Flight 93 National Memorial Fund.
On MSNBC.msn.com, there was an article about the two men that inspired the WTC film, Will Jimeno and John McLoughlin. They are both, satisfied with the outcome of this film.
The NYT movie review is well done, but for another view, I suggest this one NYDaily News.
I think one responder said it best when he said that when will the "best time" be"? They're here now to aid in the accuracy of the films. Make sure the truth is told.

Alright, another thing I wanted to discuss is the despicable actions on part of some of these photographers and such, who now feel it necessary to stage and doctor, photos of war.
The was between Israel and Lebanon is- believe it or not, not only only felt at "the pumps".
The war between Israel and Lebanon is a tradgedy with a continueing death toll, and continueing damage on the enironment on both sides, as well. In Israel, it is estimated to take about 60 yrs for the forests to regrow, according to JNF.
The photos that have come out in Reuters, and now, in the NYT, as doctored and staged, are absolutely appauling. It just isn't enough, apparently, that so much turmoil and horror is surrounded over this war, that they have to fake that extra death to get that "perfect horrid shot", you know, the one that will really make the reader's gasp in shock, and emphasis the damage in Lebanon. It is truly appauling.
As I write this, I read on Ynet, that 15 reservists were killed today. Nine by a Hizbullah rocket fired into a building that collapsed and trapped many of them, four others by an anti-tank missile, another by friendly fire, and one other by a mortor shell. These all occured throughout Lebanon.

Regarding the 9-11 tower, again, to get the best news on the issues regarding the troubles with the site, go here: http://takebackthememorial.org/
The 9-11 memorial was supposed to be about the power to over come pure evil, be solemn and have no political agenda.
There was one very nice tribute to the firefighter's of 9-11. It was beautiful, and touching.

There is no debating that on September the 11, many heros went into the smoke, breathed the dirty air, without a thought to the damage it might cause them, so long as they could try and get more people out. A bill that is to be voted on would grant generous "death benifits to families of retired cops and firefighters who die after working at Ground Zero" (NYP). Bloomberg has, according to the NY Post, said in a letter, that Gov. Pataki should veto the aforementioned bill, as it is too expensive.

Any who, that is all for now. I hope this isn't all over the place.
I have to go, tah